~darlingscarling

I have realized that I am just getting to old for the rave scene

really sucks though!

It was really fun while it lasted

did a lot of crazy things

wore a lot of crazy outfits

met some crazy ass fucking people

listened to some fucking mind blowing music

pissed a lot of people off

did a lot of drugs

(oh wait.....I'm still doing that)

but it's ok I guess

I have moved on to the "trance clubs"

they defiantly have a crowd that is there more for the music rather than just the drugs

which I love

but it seems as tho I'm never satisfied

as my friend said it best...

"we really crave a good crowd"

I just want to be in love with everybody around me again

I miss that

is it my fried brain from all the drugs

no

is it because the pills are just not what they used to be

maybe

is it because they always seem to play lame music now at these parties

not sure

or just because I'm not a teen anymore

probably

but I think it's all of thee above