I have realized that I am just getting to old for the rave scene

really sucks though!

It was really fun while it lasted

did a lot of crazy things

wore a lot of crazy outfits

met some crazy ass fucking people

listened to some fucking mind blowing music

pissed a lot of people off

did a lot of drugs

but it's ok I guess

I have moved on to the "trance clubs"

they defiantly have a crowd that is there more for the music rather than just the drugs

which I love

but it seems as tho I'm never satisfied

as my friend said it best...

"we really crave a good crowd"

RETURN SUCKED!

fuck lil dirty raves!

that party made me realize that I am over that whole kandi kid scene!

I have SO MUCH LOVE for EDM

and those kids just DON'T

but I am excited about Armin Van Buuren!

live on the streets of LA!

8 hour set!

already got my tickets!

RETURN 07 is coming up!

then Electric Daisy Carnival!

got my new camera!

these are gonna be the first parties I get to use it at!

and like always I'm gonna be focusing on taking pictures...

when I should be partying

owell

I concentrate more when I'm rolling

why is my life so boring?

i sit day in and day out

just watching my daughter at home

while her daddy goes to work for us both to live

but my boredom is making me want something more

fantasies keep me up at night

don't get me wrong

i love my boyfriend!

but maybe one more time...

I need a womens touch

why do i feel so wrong though?

I'm going to go out this weekend...

going to Spundae

it going to be the last time its gonna be at Circus

after this time its gonna be at the Avalon

it sucks

so I'm gonna try and get some good shots

because that place is very colorful



I'm gonna need to open my mind...